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...my fREAKiN blOg...A(e_o)K - to be great is to be misunderstood. October 14 DonationFew days ago i went to bank at night to bank-in some money. There's a guy standing near the door holding some files, which my first instinct told me he's asking for donation. I walked into the bank in a hurry so when he saw me and said "excuss me sir can i have your attention..." i just had a quick wave with my hand. He didn't come closer or trying to bug me, just smile and nodded, which kinda surprised me because most of the similar situation, these people would annoyed you even if you shaked your head until drop, like "We're not selling stuff..." "Please take a look, it only took a minute..." "It's totally free, have a look..." etc. There were quite a number of people in the bank so i had to queue up, and while i was waiting my turn i paid attention to that donation-guy. I thought he's quite polite, he didn't chase after people, most of the time he can't even finish "Excuse me sir..." and people would have already turned him down. He looked a little frustrated but didn't get impatient, that's when i decided to give this guy a chance to talk. After spending roughly 10 minutes in the bank, i went out to take a phone call. Then i approached him and asked what was it about, i guess i must have been the first dude to "send myself to the door" or "jump into the net". He seemed to be abit worry that i would think him as a fraud, so he showed me all the IDs and whatever documents he had. Well actually i'm not so interested in those... I let him finished his talking, and i asked a few questions... Apparently it's a donation program for National Cancer Council, they're looking for people to donate monthly for a small amount, recently they are raising fund for a child to do some cancer operations. But it requires a credit card for the monthly donation which unfortunately i don't have any, so i asked if i could just donate money. So this guy, wearing a vest of "MAKNA" and logo, passed me a receipt with his detail in it, and gave me a blessing before i left. Quite a nice guy... If all those fund raisers were as smart and polite as this gentleman, i bet there will be more people willing to stop and listen, and probably give their donation, instead of trying to avoid these people as though they are some sort of monsters or ghosts... Especially those freakin idiots who disturb people when they are having a meal, some of them just sit down and talk without your permission. How rude and unconsidering of them forcing people to hear their crap during the precious lunch/dinner time. Hey i would love to have an relax and peaceful time while enjoying my food or drinks! I want to tell these no-brainers to go to hell, and next time if i see any of these bugger coming at the wrong time i'm gonna ask them to fark off. I'm serious.
Video of the day September 30 Wake Me Up When September EndsI checked my last blog and it was dated 3 months ago, whoa time flies. I have no idea what happenned but it really felt like it was just few days ago... And so i tried to figure out what's wrong...
The past few months were exactly great, many things just didn't went on as planned, which was frustrating. Usually i'll try to focus positively on the good things, i mean, we can't have good things happen all the time right, but when shit happens 90% of time, it's hard to lie to myself that i'm doing great... Some problems just kept on apprearing again and again, or were over my expectation. Things that usually solved in one day took 3 days to complete. Simple situations suddenly became complicated. Making mistakes in work that i never had before. When things didn't carry out as planned, usually means there's delay, and possibility break of promises. I'm mad and dissapointed in myself at the same time. Felt like i kept doing the same few things throughout the 3 months, even fall sick twice which took days to recover... guess that's the main reason why time flies.
One of the unpleasent experience was having a small car accident. But i wasn't too surprise about it, because nothing quite went right for recent days, and there were "signs" before it happened. I'm not saying that it was expected, just not surprised... I have to thank Kimmy and Zyan for helping out during the incident, i think i was too upset that time to think of a way to solve it quickly. This incident also reminds me that i should trust my instinct when i sense something is wrong.
My computer also starts giving me problem. It's always a headache when problems related to computer, especially if you have no money to buy new parts. I'm at the stage that i was too afraid to touch and test the hardwares because i'm afraid that with such bad luck recently a single touch could break anything, and i'm sticking to my instinct this time... I just pray that it won't die on me before November, pleeeaasseee...
And there's the trip to Gold Coast in October. Been planning for several months, airtix and hotel booking everything is set, out of sudden Deep Blue said he might not be able to go. Such a big turn off, after so many months of waiting, i'm hoping that i could finally have a proper get-away holidays, but things like this just pull down the mood. I'm not accusing anyone on this matter, i understand there could be many factors, but i really believe that when it's time to enjoy, just forget about everything, job, business, homework... How can one enjoy fully when you have to worry about this and that, worst, worry about whether it's a go or no go, everyday every seconds? And i surely can't understand how anyone can go on a trip which they are not excited about... Throws the money in to get yourself tortured instead of trying to enjoy it? If this is the case better save the money and go somewhere you will feel excited... Well, at this moment i can only pray that things workout as planned when the times come...
Every end of the month since, i hoped everything could be fine again the following month , but that just didn't happened. And now it's the end of the month again here i wish things will go smooth next month... Come on give me a break...
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August 16 紅衣女郎今晚的月色好美
我獨自一個人來到陽台, 暫時逃離這喧鬧的派對 深吸一口空氣, 呼, 剛下過的雨讓空氣中瀰漫著一股香氣 讓人感覺清爽, 跟會場內的氣氛比較起來, 還是這種寂靜的夜景適合我
派對上大家似乎玩得盡興, 我的夥伴早已在人群中混熟
甜蜜的慢舞, 浪漫的擁吻, 都沒有我的一份 今天晚上我是因為她而出現在這裡 打從她踏入派對那一刻, 我的視線就無法離開那穿著酒紅色晚裝的女孩 長長的直髮, 淡淡的彩妝, 水藍色淺淺的眼影, 閃亮的唇蜜 配合著個性的耳環以及盡顯身線的禮服, 一舉一動都是那麼的迷人, 就算只是遠遠的觀賞著, 也能感受到那份攝人魅力 她的存在像是派對里的公主, 輕易的吸引眾人的目光 人群總是圍繞著她, 今晚這一切就像是為她而設 每個男士都奢望與她跳最後一支舞...
派對就快來到尾聲, 但是氣氛依然狂熱
大家好像沒有停止的意思繼續哈拉喝酒熱舞 我對著星空, 嚥下杯中最後一口紅酒... 『一個人喝悶酒嗎？』
我轉過頭, 赫然發現站在眼前的竟是紅衣女郎, 我愣了一愣
她似乎看見我的驚慌, 趨前靠近一小步微笑道, 『沒想到你今晚會出現, 可幹麻總是躲在角落...』
很意外她竟然有在人群中注意到我, 讓我受宠若驚,
更沒想到可以如此近距離交談, 手不自覺的拉著衣角整理起外套來 『...出來...透透氣嗎？』我好不容易從口中擠出這一句
她微笑不語, 此時艾迪霍曼《Hey There Lonely Girl》前奏響起,
我們同時望向會場內, 里邊一片浪漫氣息, 回過頭時正好四目交觸, 頓時有些莫名尷尬 『...我...有這個榮幸和妳共跳這一支舞嗎？』我屏著呼吸鼓起勇氣
她望著我的眼睛, 再次露出甜美的笑容,
雙手搭在我的肩上, 身體緩緩靠近我的胸膛 我聞到了特別的花香, 然後是她的髮香, 頓時拘謹的心情放鬆不少 我們就這樣靜靜的, 慢慢的隨著音樂擺動, 閉上雙眼享受這不可思議又美妙的每一秒, 彷如作夢... 正當陶醉在這一切當中, 忽然底層傳來的喧嘩聲讓我回神
抬頭一看, 原來紅衣女郎正準備離開, 她的白馬王子開著名貴跑車來迎接她 大家都在湊熱鬧向她道別, 然後起鬨要他們當眾深情一吻 『妳今晚很漂亮...』艾迪霍曼仍在耳邊歌唱, 望著她的駕座乘風而去,
我低聲的說出今晚一直想對她說的第一句話...
by 傷城2007 (16.08.2009)  June 26 Moon Walker : The Last Dance...Like every other morning, i got into my car and ready to head for work. I turned on the radio, the channel usually talks about local politics and what i heard? "Michael Jackson has left us..." I was abit shocked, I couldn't believe I just heard that from a radio program that talks about LOCAL POLITICS. What? I quickly switched to other channels, and all i heard was MJ's famous songs playing every where... "Oh Shit this can't be true...." I quickly drifted to my office so i could run to my room and check the internet, because you know, Internet always tell the truth...
I am always a big fan of MJ since I was a kid. The way he dance is so electrifying that it just blown my mind, I was dancing everyday trying to imitate his moves. My mom has took some pictures of me dancing crazily and even until today, she still talks to me and teases about it "Remember when you did that Michael Jackson dance in the living room?". So i would say that if i had shown any dancing talent at all it would be because of MJ's inspiration. That time the 3 MTVs that always shown on TV were Billy Jeans, Beat It and Thriller. I still remember I only watched Thriller once, and then every other time when the Music Video played, i would run back to my room until the song finished, because the werewolve transformation and zombies freaked me out. So i was a coward and have monster-zombies-ghosts-phobia since young age ei...XD
I also remember the first album i had was "Bad", my mom bought it and it's a cassette that time when i was about 5-6 years old. I was little confused looking at the "white dude" on the album cover but once i heard the songs i knew it's MJ, black or white or green. He was the first long hair guy i knew that looks awesome cool, way before kimura takuya. His music and songs were the greatest, whenever i hear those hits my body would start shaking and dancing with the rythme and couldn't help myself singing along the songs. One of the song reminds me of a girl i liked which was her favorite. I still remember the thrill of finally getting the Moonwalk right, the excitement that i first watched his whole video in Laser Disc in my friend's house, the day i saw his imitator performing infront of all the children (us), i failed to get his poster, the moment that i wanted to sing and dance "The Way You Make Me Feel" to all the girls i like... Most of my sweet memories in childhood has some connections with MJ's music. Those days my ultimate dream was to perform a Billy Jeans and Smooth Criminal dance infront of everyone i knew... Only if i had that magical hat and shiny glove...
With all the cassettes, CDs, DVDs that i have, all the awesome music videos and concert videos i watched, all the dance moves i can do, i couldn't call myself a true fans because his only concert here in this land in 1996, i was stupid enough not to attend it. I was a poor high school junior who couldn't effort the ticket, and now no matter how much money i had i would never be able to watch his live perfomance. Definately one of the thing in my list that i regret for not doing when i die.
After years, I was hoping for his great comeback and maybe this time, i could get a hold of his concert ticket. But instead he walked away from us, his songs played on the radio over and over again, and his last dance will never be seen. It doesn't matter all the negative reports about him these years, or all the deep shit he has gotten himself into. What happened to him was a tragic. I will always remember him as the one and only king of pop, the legend and icon with all those incredible dancing moves and magnificent music that i grown up with, that also gave an impact to my childhood. Thank you Michael, you'll always be missed. We love you forever.
Just call my name, and i'll be there...
June 15 Let me borrow you, Jim...Haven't post a blog for quite some time, it's not that i become lazy or something, it's just that nothing really interesting happened that worth writing about. I could write some more "brainless" movie reviews but hey, that could be boring after a while. So, is "nothing really interesting happened" a good or bad thing? Does that mean my life is fill with boredom and having too much free times in hand? Well, i thought so, which is why i started to pick up more activities, like playing basketball, go jogging, take some part time projects, learn Wing Chun, i even bought a tablet just so i can pick up drawing again. It started with just one activity, then i kept thinking i still have time, and took another, then another, and another one... Suddenly, i found myself having too much stuff to do... i used to sit infront of my computer, then wondering what should i do next, like should i play my PC Games for few hours? Or should i just hang around in some forums and spam the hell out of it? Or spend my day watching online tv? Or even planned what i should do for weekends besides playing the computers, or maybe just sit in StarBucks and drink coffee for the whole afternoon. Now i hardly have enough time to finish one game, when i have free time i would need to use it for rest, and then proceed to the next activity on my schedule... I don't need trying to figure out something to do but have to think which i need to do first. Do i miss the good old days where i can spend whole day dreaming? Maybe a little, but i like the stuff i'm doing now, and definitely some better time management is needed. After all i pick up these activities because i like them, have interest in them, not because i was force to do, even though they don't help me earn extra income... (Oh shit now i realised i pick up the wrong ones hahahaha) I just wish i could have more free time to do them, be really good at each one, and then learn some more new stuff or do more things that i wanted to do long time ago (and maybe this time, bring me some extra moolahhh XD)... OK i know i'm greedy, but learning is fun, no? p.s. Congrats to sis Charmaine new born baby girl!!
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May 11 Happy Wedding on Mother's Day Congratulation to Dear Uncle YouLim & Aunt LiSan  -- 10th May 2009 --
Life becomes more beautiful when you have someone to share.
  Happy Together Forever  Congratulations on getting the one with who you will share all your dreams, and achieve them! April 17 Fast & Furious 4 : OriginSo the movie is about a formal wrestle discovered that he is not from this planet, so he went for a karate training and finally found his bat cave, and decided to put on a costume and swing around the city to fight crimes...... Ok seriously, I believe the timeline of this movie is suppose to be before and after Tokyo Drift, which i try hard to pretend Tokyo Drift never happened, i never saw that peace of trash... The beginning part is before Tokyo Drift because the Han dude was still there and talking about Tokyo. Not going to talk about the plot in detail, how strange or ridiculous, basically it doesn't matter...
I'm glad they bring back Skyline, it is one of my favourite car, Paul Walker also looks cool in this baby, and Dominic gets back his old ride. But that's about it, the other cars just aren't so attractive (to me), and the race are fast pace but not as brilliant as the first two. I still love 2 Fast 2 Furious the most, fancy cars with mods, paint jobs and stuff, cool chick racer, cool street race... This time the tunnel race is, ummm, less realistic and just, not enough street racing actions. And oh boy that Brandon Jackson, why is he in almost all the movie i watched recently? Tropic Thunder, The Day The Earth Stood Still and this, every time i saw him on the screen i just can't stop laughing because of his hilarious performance in Tropic Thunder. And Mousa Kraish, all i can think of was the stupid movie "Finishing the Game", with these 2 guys basically it made the whole night street racing scene unexpectedly and undesirebly funny...
In the end i still left the cinema feeling somewhat satisfy, mainly because Brian and Dominic somehow does bring back some memories of the first movie, just older (duh), would definately wish they had more cars, like the new skyline and GTR, EVO etc... And hopefully if they plan to make another one, please don't wait another 7 or 8 years, the casts would be too old to play cool.
P.S. thanks for all the birthday blessing from yesterday and today, Sandra, Alecino, Luis Obama, Stanley, Legie, Deep Blue, Pauleon, Oren Fishii, Lucky Bastard JinFeng, Big Head Icephy and ofcourse the Queen. I love you all.
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 > The hot one, too bad she doesn't have any racing scene... April 05 難過的下雨天心情很糟的時候, 天空不知為何總是下起大雨
或許只是巧合, 其實甚麼時候會下雨怎可能會看人的心情 也許是失意的時候人會變得特別敏感, 一點小事都會有所聯想 扭開收音機就聽見悲傷情歌, 加劇傷心的痛楚 電視上的連續劇巧合的在這個時候出現和自己相同的遭遇, 心情跌至谷底 就連下雨也會覺得實在襯托自己的心情, 或者覺得連天也在嘲笑自己的處境 奇怪的是, 在這種時候想出外散個心, 開車到了目的地卻下起傾盆大雨 想找個人陪自己喝茶聊天訴苦, 不是電話不通沒人接就是不在沒空簡訊沒回應 獨自來到冷冷清清的咖啡廳, 服務生卻硬是要將冷飲聽成熱飲, 萬般無奈 一個人靜靜的鬱悶著, 要離開的時候又下起大雨 還真的是巧合, 就只差汽車沒在半路拋錨爆胎而已 這種時候彷彿在大海中遇溺無人拯救, 最後放棄掙扎和期待 讓微弱的心一直緩緩的往絕望的海底沉沒 說真的, 真想被車撞死算了 又或乾脆者站在大雨中望天吶喊 天哪！為甚麼要這樣對我！為何總是點燃了希望後再狠狠的將它幻滅？ 難道我不配擁有屬於自己的幸福嗎？ by 傷城2007 (04.04.2009)  March 29 Earth Hour 2009 yoIt's the time again. Last year there were only newspapers promoting the event for few days, this year it gets huge, a little crazy i'll say... Newspapers were talking about it, much more earlier than last year and also lots of advertisements. Tons of tv commercials showing up on the tv, they even talked about it during news broadcasting, and remind the audience before the broadcast ended. Radio stations were also talking about it like every few minutes, it's like no matter which station i tuned in they were either commercials of how important is the earth hour, or asking people to participant in Earth Hour bla bla bla... After few days it almost made me wanna shout at the radio "Alright Alright i got it! Just play me some freakin songs and music will ya?!?!?!" Make no mistake i think it's good to let more people to know about the event with all the promotions, and what's better than using media's power, but the bombarding of information was kind of annoying, overloaded...
So yesterday 28th March was the day, there's a few public gathering and "celebration" for the event but I decided to stay at home. I was driving outstation and back for 6-7 hours since 5am early in the morning because need to visit the ancestors' tombs with parents, when i reached home it was almost time, so after dinner i was trying to get some rest during the hour. What i don't really get is why they need a gathering for this? Why need some kind of "celebration"? Imagine how many cars drove to those places and generated how much CO2, why can't they just stay at home, turn off the lights and have a peaceful one hour?
830pm lights off, the participation in the house was pretty much a déjà vu of last year, mother went to neighbour's house then went for a walk, sister kept on sms-ing and talking on the phone, left the house after about 20 minutes, and father did his own stuff but this time, moving around less... The good news is that more houses around were taking part this time. Again i didn't walk outside because it's still very bright with most of the houses didn't bother to support the event. But atleast more crazy people this time like i wished last year muahaha... Also glad that some of the big buildings and land mark buildings chose to support Earth too.
Nothing interesting happenned this time, nothing bad happenned as well thankfully. I heard that there were robberies somewhere because idiots taking advantage of the "black out". I pray hard that these creatures die terribly and burn in hell... I sure hope that whoever didn't take part this time and think that it's ghey *COUGH* MR. *COUGH* ALIENO *COUGH* will change their mind and join next year.
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March 08 Street Fighter : The Legend of... whateverI must confess, i was acutally hoping this movie could be good, i mean this Street Fighter movie is just focusing on Chun Li, just one storyline about one character, how bad can they screwed up, right? I'll tell you how bad they screwed up, the film actually made the Van Damme's version of Street Fighter looks totally cool and awesome, yes you hear it right...
I guess they tried to make the characters more "realistic" therefore they took away all the fancy costumes... i have no idea what they were thinking, no fancy costumes means no street fighters, heck i don't understand why they even bother to use the name of Street Fighter to make this movie, i can come out with a better movie title, like "Thailand : The Legend of Chin Li" or "Smallville : The legend of Lana Lang". Come on, Smallville already screwed up Lana Lang bad enough, so this movie with that title would totally make sense. To be honest i think Kristen Kreuk could have made a fine Chun Li, she has the look, put the blue costume on her and tied her hair properly and you have a skinny Chun Li... only if she can speak better Manderin and Cantonese!! No offense to Kristen Kreuk she's a nice actress and i believe she put alot of efforts in the movie, but the moment she speaks "Engderin" and "Engtonese", the movie is officially ruined, doomed, suckified. I was praying that she won't have to speak them again after the first time but goddamn it she did...
Whoever played Nash in the movie, acting too suck until it's a waste of time for me trying to google his name. Then the runner up of the sucky character in the film would be Vega, who in the blue hell gives clothes and giant mask to Vega? It totally makes him a freak and looks like the dude in V for Vendatta, but the Scary Movie version... And where the hell is Sagat? The movie took place in Thailand and no freakin Sagat?? Balrog... no comment since it is a simple and consider the easiest character to find, it's hard to screw up this one... uh hmmm.... If they are smart they should atleast give Bison an uniform, doesn't really have to be red...
Who cares how silly it will look if all the characters wear their costumes in the movie? Imagine a Superman movie without superman wearing the red blue tights, Batman doesn't wear the kickass bat suit in a Batman movie, Spiderman swinging around with Jeans and T-Shirt... All the awesome elements would be gone. With that said, this movie just terrible, aweful, not worth wasting money on it. And if they ever plan to make a sequel (i pray hard they don't) or another street fighter movie, please put in some proper costumes, and honor the characters with proper casting, go screw up the storyline or other stuff but not the characters *COUGH*Dragon*COUGH*BALL*COUGH*. If i have to give points from 0 to 10, i'll give a -10 for Street Fighter movie, but if it was called "Smallville : The Legend of Lana Lang" instead, definately a 10 out of 10, serious... |
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